Hari Upfront - Ghost Me

{verse 1}
Girl tell me where you gone
Ain't heard you in way too long
I try to tell myself you ain't doing nothing wrong
But i know how it is when the alcohol is strong
And ooh you don't know what i've been through
And no i don't know what you gon' do
And i don't wanna know, but still checking on your post
Slowly feel my mental lower

{chorus}
When you ghost me
It just makes me feel like you don't know me
Want you out my head cuz i get no sleep
I just keep on asking why'd you ghost me
Why'd you ghost me?
When you ghost me
It just makes me feel you don't know me
I'm terrified of living life so lonely
I just keep on asking why'd you ghost me
Why'd you ghost me?

{verse 2}
Here we go in this cycle again
Paranoia getting dialed to 10
Feel the karma it be tryna kick in
I deserve it for all the times that i've sinned
Or maybe not
Maybe it's my self esteem keeping me down
Or maybe it's my trauma that's barely coming out
Or maybe it's my trust issues keeping me in doubt
So i know that it's not all your fault
I really hate myself for the pain that i caused
Got me saying sorry no matter who's wrong
But now my heart hurts when you don't pick up calls
Can we talk, we can work thru our flaws just one more time?
I ghosted you before now i feel like i'm getting mine
Would you care if i died and was stuck in a purgatory finding the light?
Or would i just be out your life?

{chorus}
When you ghost me
It just makes me feel like you don't know me
Want you out my head cuz i get no sleep
I just keep on asking why'd you ghost me
Why'd you ghost me?
When you ghost me
It just makes me feel you don't know me
I'm terrified of living life so lonely
I just keep on asking why'd you ghost me
Why'd you ghost me?

{verse 3}
I'm calling when i need you most
When i'm out here feeling stranded far from home right now
Pulled over on the road when it's cold right now
I'm slowly dying when you ghost me
I'm right here wishing you can hold me
Cuz know one knows me like you know me
You're my only
Where'd you go?
And now i'm out here singing baby

{chorus}
When you ghost me
It just makes me feel like you don't know me
Want you out my head cuz i get no sleep
I just keep on asking why'd you ghost me
Why'd you ghost me?
When you ghost me
It just makes me feel you don't know me
I'm terrified of living life so lonely
And i just keep on asking why'd you ghost me
I'm alone, see