Charlie Frecka - Voice Memos

She never failed to make me laugh
And it didn’t matter where we were
Or what we were doing or what was going on
She always made me laugh and she always made me smile

And that’s priceless i mean it really is
So priceless to have somebody in your life
That is like a constant source of joy and peace
And losing that was very hard

Especially you know after leaving russia and everything
I lost my home i lost my community my friends
And then on top of it all i lost the one person that i felt like
I could really depend on emotionally

She really had such a big impact on me
More than i could possibly imagine
Like it really just came out of nowhere
I didn’t know i could fall that hard for somebody

I had no idea but she just completely took over
And now that she’s out of my life it’s like what now?
You know where do i go from here?
And you know i talk to my friends about her and stuff

And they’re always telling me like, “bro you need to get over it”
“like you really need to get over it”
“it’s been so long and you’re still thinking about her”
“you’re still talking about her and you need to get over it”
But the thing is i just cannot find someone like her
I really can’t i cannot find someone that
Makes me feel the way she did
Someone that brings me that joy

And someone that i have that kind of connection with
And so yeah you know it’s like of course i still miss you
Of course i do because i still can’t find someone
That makes me feel the way you did