Adi! - Solitude

It's three in the morning
And I can't sleep
There's so many things
So many things that like going wrong
Maybe not even wrong but
I just know they're not
Supposed to be happening
Realist shit I never wrote

I don't need love
I just need some help
Laying in my bed
At 3 in the night
Cause I'm in hell
When my mind and heart's gone
In a whole other place
I can't seem to help
But think of your face
When you put me into solitude
Left me an attitude
Never thought I'd make it alive
And don't think I was mad at you
Nevеr feeling bad for you
You left me outside to rot

Nеver even cared for me
You were caring for someone
That never gave a thing to you
Choosing them for your benefit
Was it really worth it
I don't think so
Was it really worth putting me
Through all that
Never forgiving you
Now I'm left here to make
Some songs in the middle of the night
Cause they're all about you
And no one understands the feelings
That I feel but
I do the best that I can
To describe them
I'm not even writing this
I'm just freestyling this
I got too many things In My Head
I struggle with a lot things
Love is like a pulling string
She got me like a puppet now
I been doing a lot of things
She's not doing anything
I feel myself just crumbling down
It's hard to accept the facts
But it's reality
And I'm falling down
Just promise me you won't forget
My name when I'm gone
I'll be out of town
Cause I'll be out of town