​guttertrvsh - ​medications

{Intro}
​jolst
Damn, taurs

{Verse}
I'm not doing okay but the antipsychotic keeps me from losing it
Got caught in the fray, neurons detaching from the constant hits
Show me something good and I'll tear it to pieces
This the ground where I stood when it got to the point of meetin' Jesus
Delirious and destitute, I'll dissipate into somethin' new
My atoms will split apart like I set off a fuckin' nuke
Manic episodes come around more frequently than you
I'll down these gallons of booze and let my feelings brew
I need some Visine 'cause I'm not seein' clearly
You told me I bеlonged then changed your mind, so now I'm wеary
And I'm wary of every attempt to get close (Every attempt to get close)
Whenever I allow it, I bring back the hell that arose (The hell that arose)
I bring back the hell that arose
Ghouls and ghosts rise from these fuckin' groves
I could say it all again but this the shit that she already knows

{Outro}
Balance out the liquor with the medications
I've been sitting here in my meditations
Music is the only thing that brings me elations
I can't stop feeling like I don't belong in these relations