Time Just Kills - Hell on earth

Hearts been broke too many times, and i
Lost the will, i dont feel alive, and i
Feel the same, dont feel the pain can i
Go on like this? carry on like this? yuh

I feel alone in this world of mine and i
Dont think the drugs’ll help me feel alive it’s like
Nobody’s there but there’s people around but i
Feel alone, the fuck is this all about? aye

Been losing people left and right and i
Always think i didn't do something right cuz i
Always blame myself and hurt myself cuz i
Hate myself, i dont love myself. yuh

Can't seem to talk to the people i love cuz i
Find it hard and i dont wanna be judgеd and i
Think id rather stay in bed all day so i can
Close my еyes and sleep my pain away

Yuh, yuh

I lay down and look at the sky and i
Ask god whats my purpose in life cuz i
Feel so lost and so confused but i
Never show it, i feel no need to
Im getting really tired of faking a smile cuz i
Just wanna be happy, i mean for real this time and i
Dont even know what im doing wrong when i
Been trying my best for so damn long, yuh

I feel like i been losing my mind cuz i
Feel like i been wasting my time, and like
How much longer can i keep this up? cuz i’m
Always feeling like i’m never enough yuh

My demons taking over, i can not fight cuz i
Always fail to make a change in my life and i don’t
Feel alive, i’m my only friend and i
Just wanna get the fuck outta my head yuh