SPiNE - Reminder

Where were you when the walls came down
When i died that night, i said alright just go
So what? wasted my time, my days
My cage is in my mind, no stage, now i realize
That though time heals and blood congeals it still feels so fresh come correct neglect rope
Connects to neck won't let me forget
Her picture reminding me that i miss her

Just when i think that everything's gonna be fine!
Just when i think i'm gonna be alright!

Photographs of you and i, blue skies
Better times now tums red in my head
Better off dead instead of wasting away
I chase dragons (quit crying you fucking faggot)
I've had it combat it come across letters in my dresser drawer lying on floors bedroom turns to pain central
My mental health is in question
Your smiling face teaches lessons

Just when i think that everything's gonna be fine!
Just when i think i'm gonna be alright!
Just when i think that everything's gonna be fine!
Just when i think i'm gonna be alright!

Just leave me alone i can't take this shit
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Leave me alone i can't take this shit
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Every time i can't sleep at night
Because my pillow is drenched in sweat
And every time walk past a restaurant and lose my appetite because we ate there
And every time i bang my fucking head on the wall because you're in there
And i want you to hurt like i hurt
I need you to die like i'm dying
Let me see that fucking smile now

I wasn't good enough shouldn't of let myself fall
That's all i can think on the brink need a drink to calm
Before i start painting the walls of your dorm
With warm blood that no suds can clean
Wake from dreams of hate irate its too late for me
I concede and i bleed and
Just when i think that everything's alright you find me
Your picture serves to remind me

Just when i think that everything's gonna be fine!
Just when i think i'm gonna be alright!
Just when i think that everything's gonna be fine!
Just when i think i'm gonna be alright!