DVRKS0UL - Artificially antisocial
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Dying to live and living to die
They all say what a time
To be alive
But I'm too far gone
I've been living this lie
For far too long
Ask if I'm ok, I say that I'm fine
I’m done with this life
I’m trapped in my mind
Backstabbed and abandoned to many times
I want to open up
I don't know if I should
This life I live is a scary one
So, I put up my hood
I avoid everyone
My happiness was stolen
By these demons I'm fighting
Its ten to one
I can’t overcome
I've giving in
They already won
I'm past my climax
Popping pills to try and relax
I feel like Ima fucking relapse
This life I’m living ain't real
Just a product of my past
I'm fucking artificial
Like a piece of glass
Play with my emotions
I might break I‘m brittle
I'm breaking down
I need a lifeline
I’ve fallen out
But they give me a boulder
And watch me drown
Last time I tried to love
I got so depressed when she left
She grabbed my heart
And ripped it out my chest
Thought she would be my last
But she crushed my heart
In a hydraulic press
Now next time I go to sleep
I hope that
I take my last breath
They all say what a time
To be alive
But I'm too far gone
I've been living this lie
For far too long
Ask if I'm ok, I say that I'm fine
I’m done with this life
I’m trapped in my mind
Backstabbed and abandoned to many times
I want to open up
I don't know if I should
This life I live is a scary one
So, I put up my hood
I avoid everyone
My happiness was stolen
By these demons I'm fighting
Its ten to one
I can’t overcome
I've giving in
They already won
I'm past my climax
Popping pills to try and relax
I feel like Ima fucking relapse
This life I’m living ain't real
Just a product of my past
I'm fucking artificial
Like a piece of glass
Play with my emotions
I might break I‘m brittle
I'm breaking down
I need a lifeline
I’ve fallen out
But they give me a boulder
And watch me drown
Last time I tried to love
I got so depressed when she left
She grabbed my heart
And ripped it out my chest
Thought she would be my last
But she crushed my heart
In a hydraulic press
Now next time I go to sleep
I hope that
I take my last breath