HXNRY - Lost

Alcohol in coffee pots, Adderall on counter tops
I've been getting mad a lot, I can never make it stop
Back yards and hot days, bed rocks and heart aches
Trap house in the enclave, I've scammed half of the Tri State
Nothing in the pantry cause the family is too crashed out
Bathroom with the black grout ,white trash and freak outs

It's crazy how it pans out, I been over worked, misused
Put my dreams on the burner, I'm a good worker
Don't know what to do about this self depicting sickness
Maybe I can fix this, rip this, stiffness, out of my existence

Crack rocks and trap cats, got Gum rot and hand bags
All talk and relapse, that cokе-drip is your own swag

Cocaine at the red light
Max Paynе with a thermal sight
Lou Kang with eternal life
Doomsday with the kryponite

Ugh
I'm so disconnected
Wrong intentions
I'm defensive
Co dependent
I'm offended
By the wrong thing
Yall just wanna taunt me
Poison in my body
Drinking from the chalice of the one who sat before me
Thriller
Filler
Eat her limbs for dinner
Can't believe I miss her
Shoulda fucked the sister
Drinking in the winter
Staring at your picture

I don't like you posture
Put some led inside ur water
We've been Feasting on ur daughters
Honors
I been smoking stronger

Left my heart clicking to the metranome
Mephedrome
Broken record bro
Smoking off the fucking stove
I been overlooked while your god is talking through me
Murder in your movies
Hatedrid in your music
Money for my grocery's all my educations useless