PrivateFuneral - Jealousy
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{verse 1}
Uh
2017, i was kicking it in brooklyn
Sleeping in a church pew, my earbuds tryna hook in
With eminem on shuffle, liked a couple of tracks
And, now i'm tryna rap and make a couple of stacks
I'm really tired of being broke
I'm tired of being alone
I just wanna buy a home, not with my brother in a dome room
I don't need an education if i'm chasing dreams
I'm chasing people up the stairway to heaven watching them bleed
This jealousy is getting bad, i think i need to leave
Was at my homies crib because he got a bigger house than me
I know that ain't important but i'm getting better sleep on his couch than at my house wherе i be having bad dreams
I guess that's just thе consequences of an std because your bed will never feel the same when guilt is in the sheets
Man, i ain't been this celibate since 2018 when i was flirting with this outcast who listened to me sing
{verse 2}
I wrote my first song with her, i hope that she remembers
We ain't talked since that december cause' i was going through it
I always overdo it when i'm talking bout' my health because i pair it up with wealth tryna disguise the pain i've dealt
Don't nobody understand, i don't expect them to
I don't want an audience for all that i've been through
I wear it on my sleeve because i'm tired of tryna hide the things i've seen that actually happened in front of me
Four weeks ago i was in a hospital bed
I still got stitches in my head from where they opened up my ear
And, i can barely hear but i'm still gonna appear on these tracks cause' it's the only thing that makes my future clear
{verse 1}
Uh
2017, i was kicking it in brooklyn
Sleeping in a church pew, my earbuds tryna hook in
With eminem on shuffle, liked a couple of tracks
And, now i'm tryna rap and make a couple of stacks
I'm really tired of being broke
I'm tired of being alone
I just wanna buy a home, not with my brother in a dome room
I don't need an education if i'm chasing dreams
I'm chasing people up the stairway to heaven watching them bleed
This jealousy is getting bad, i think i need to leave
Was at my homies crib because he got a bigger house than me
I know that ain't important but i'm getting better sleep on his couch than at my house wherе i be having bad dreams
I guess that's just thе consequences of an std because your bed will never feel the same when guilt is in the sheets
Man, i ain't been this celibate since 2018 when i was flirting with this outcast who listened to me sing
{verse 2}
I wrote my first song with her, i hope that she remembers
We ain't talked since that december cause' i was going through it
I always overdo it when i'm talking bout' my health because i pair it up with wealth tryna disguise the pain i've dealt
Don't nobody understand, i don't expect them to
I don't want an audience for all that i've been through
I wear it on my sleeve because i'm tired of tryna hide the things i've seen that actually happened in front of me
Four weeks ago i was in a hospital bed
I still got stitches in my head from where they opened up my ear
And, i can barely hear but i'm still gonna appear on these tracks cause' it's the only thing that makes my future clear
