DVRKS0UL - Mainframe

From day one I was dead inside
Demons come at night
So, I'm sleep deprived
You ask if I'm ok, I say that I'm fine
I'll be dead before the daylight shines
So, I keep my hoodie up
And I talk to no one
I embrace the rain and avoid the sun
Look in my eyes u see the pain
The pain weighs a ton
My soul is drained
And you still say nothing
Ya'll should be ashamed

Shit I'm ashamed of myself
I always put others before me
And put my feelings on a shelf
I've always ignored me
I shut people out
And stay shut in the shell

I’m stuck in this cеll
Where it always rains
But I'm not alone
Thеre's demons in my brain
I need to stop writing
But I keep going
I fuel the flame
I'm in search of what I'll never obtain
I'm a picture that ain’t so pretty
I got a broken frame
I don't mean to complain
But I might go out like Cobain
Cuz there's a code red hazard
In my brain’s mainframe