Bootsyano - Pain
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{intro}
(ma$on dixon)
{hook: saxl rose}
Well i know, i know
It's been a hard time
Well i know, i know
It's been a long time
Where you go? you go?
It's hard to keep tryin, when my homies keep dyin
And my momma keep cryin
Pick up the phone, don't know who it is
Too much on my mind, i just can't do this shit
I swear life is insane
All the fortune and fame can't stop my pain
{verse: bootsyano}
Too many rosarie beads, too many hearses
Every text and phone calls another funeral service
Get my head up
Swim against the grain and keep my mind right
Feel like michael oher the news be coming from my blindside
Blood of my blood nigga, flesh of my flesh
Open a text and see the homiе flat, they pumping his chest
Post traumatic it's been past that
Mind doing laps around my dome likе a lab rat
Chin up and chest out
I guess that's how we spose to be
Walkin cemeteries like them grave sites dun spoke to me
Still ain't reached my mourning phase
Looking over ledges, deep breathing, shaking fears off
My family need me here and strong, that's how i shake the tears off
Them ocean views is therapeutic, if you seek em out
Still don't take the pain away
I guess that's why i'm speaking out
Avalon and phantom power gon and grab these headphones
I'm just venting to this microphone, cuz i know
{hook: saxl rose}
Well i know, i know
It's been a hard time
Well i know, i know
It's been a long time
Where you go? you go?
It's hard to keep tryin, when my homies keep dyin
And my momma keep cryin
Pick up the phone, don't know who it is
Too much on my mind, i just can't do this shit
I swear life is insane
All the fortune and fame can't stop my pain
{verse: bootsyano}
Do i smile or cry to gon and ease my mental
To the earth we must return, i swear we all pushing rentals
It was hard, had to watch my mom lose her best friend
Watched her hold him down
The pain she wear i'm still digesting
Tryna be the best dad, this life ain't never perfect
Maxing out my limits, tryna make this grindin worth it
I'm pushing wit a purpose
Wit my city on my ball cap
Still be missing granny house, her heart was where the house at
I be tryna make her proud her absence got that pain on it
Still be in the showers, droppin tears like i rained on it
I be on them carpets picture posing wit the bright lights
Still don't ease the blows
From fighting demons on a late night
Everything i have i thank the lord and i'm greatful for
So if you up against the world, just be greatful more
Every smile got some pain on it
Face ya demons never let em leave a stain on it yea
{hook: saxl rose}
Well i know, i know
It's been a hard time
Well i know, i know
It's been a long time
Where you go? you go?
It's hard to keep tryin, when my homies keep dyin
And my momma keep cryin
Pick up the phone, don't know who it is
Too much on my mind, i just can't do this shit
I swear life is insane
All the fortune and fame can't stop my pain
{outro: saxl rose}
(yea it can't stop my pain)
{intro}
(ma$on dixon)
{hook: saxl rose}
Well i know, i know
It's been a hard time
Well i know, i know
It's been a long time
Where you go? you go?
It's hard to keep tryin, when my homies keep dyin
And my momma keep cryin
Pick up the phone, don't know who it is
Too much on my mind, i just can't do this shit
I swear life is insane
All the fortune and fame can't stop my pain
{verse: bootsyano}
Too many rosarie beads, too many hearses
Every text and phone calls another funeral service
Get my head up
Swim against the grain and keep my mind right
Feel like michael oher the news be coming from my blindside
Blood of my blood nigga, flesh of my flesh
Open a text and see the homiе flat, they pumping his chest
Post traumatic it's been past that
Mind doing laps around my dome likе a lab rat
Chin up and chest out
I guess that's how we spose to be
Walkin cemeteries like them grave sites dun spoke to me
Still ain't reached my mourning phase
Looking over ledges, deep breathing, shaking fears off
My family need me here and strong, that's how i shake the tears off
Them ocean views is therapeutic, if you seek em out
Still don't take the pain away
I guess that's why i'm speaking out
Avalon and phantom power gon and grab these headphones
I'm just venting to this microphone, cuz i know
{hook: saxl rose}
Well i know, i know
It's been a hard time
Well i know, i know
It's been a long time
Where you go? you go?
It's hard to keep tryin, when my homies keep dyin
And my momma keep cryin
Pick up the phone, don't know who it is
Too much on my mind, i just can't do this shit
I swear life is insane
All the fortune and fame can't stop my pain
{verse: bootsyano}
Do i smile or cry to gon and ease my mental
To the earth we must return, i swear we all pushing rentals
It was hard, had to watch my mom lose her best friend
Watched her hold him down
The pain she wear i'm still digesting
Tryna be the best dad, this life ain't never perfect
Maxing out my limits, tryna make this grindin worth it
I'm pushing wit a purpose
Wit my city on my ball cap
Still be missing granny house, her heart was where the house at
I be tryna make her proud her absence got that pain on it
Still be in the showers, droppin tears like i rained on it
I be on them carpets picture posing wit the bright lights
Still don't ease the blows
From fighting demons on a late night
Everything i have i thank the lord and i'm greatful for
So if you up against the world, just be greatful more
Every smile got some pain on it
Face ya demons never let em leave a stain on it yea
{hook: saxl rose}
Well i know, i know
It's been a hard time
Well i know, i know
It's been a long time
Where you go? you go?
It's hard to keep tryin, when my homies keep dyin
And my momma keep cryin
Pick up the phone, don't know who it is
Too much on my mind, i just can't do this shit
I swear life is insane
All the fortune and fame can't stop my pain
{outro: saxl rose}
(yea it can't stop my pain)
