Ladifa - Coping mechanisms

{Verse}
Overindulge
I made a home of the fog
And its distractions
Strayed a little too far

I'm not concerned though
Its seems that i should be
Nothing feels real
So theres less of the hurting

{Pre-Chorus}
And i won't call it strength
I think its
Something like momentum
Oblivion is how i've
Learned to cope
With mechanisms

{Chorus}
Do what i can to try and stay intact
Can't call it strength
Avoidance at its best
I'm aware
And impaired
Much too tender & bare
Matters of which
I hadn’t had a clue
I won't ask
And i refuse
The attempts
Not cognizant
Much too illusive

{Verse 2}
Its come to a point of
Unsustainability
All these mеthods ive formed
Form a mystery of mе

I'm okay for now
Til resonation sets in
Soon i'm fleeing the war
In my mind and apartment

{Pre-Chorus}
And i won't call it strength
I think its
Something like momentum
Oblivion is how i've
Learned to cope
With mechanisms

{Chorus}
Do what i can to try and stay intact
Can't call it strength
Avoidance at its best
I'm aware
And impaired
Much too tender & bare

Matters of which
I hadn’t had a clue
I won't ask
And i refuse
The attempts
Not cognizant
Much too illusive

{Outro}
And i won't call it strength
Its strictly to
Subside the symptoms

Singular beside myself
My one and only victim