Zachary Campos - Uninhibited

Uninhibited state of wonder
I'm afraid that I'm nothing but a blunder
Whiskey goes down easier with orange juice
Hand me the noose, hand, hand me the noose
Anxiety creeping too many today
Can I be good enough to handle it my own way?
I'll get it in a van to L.A. and be a success
'Cause I'm tired of dealing with all of this stress
Where I'm at and needing more
Read my book and understand the lore
Get more drunk to stand on my own two feet
When a dog acts good he gets a treat
And me
I'm keyed
A sense of poetical
And metrical
Misspoke to the joke and to no ends mean
Understanding of a vandal and a microphone fiend
Pressure to a geyser
Of the prophet and the riser
Plastic sheets
Measures and beats
Rates of finance
Stuck in a trance
But it's a sentence of many different patterns
That's when you're aware of many different lanterns
Struggling to be juggling and to not feel alone
With your craft of your skills that you do often condone
Disorder to the frailty that is on your nail
Avoiding the weather outside when it begins to hail
Understanding that to be an artist means depression
I don't mean to keep myself guessing
I don't know what I've been told
I've been found out in my soul
So forth and so on
I'm so far gone