+bless+ - SAD 2 C

{Chorus}
I tried to wash away by livin' lavishly
All my friends are goin', it's so sad to see
I remember when they used to laugh at me
Now they don't want none of that static with me

{Verse}
I just wanna go back
Take so much of these drugs, I might have a heart attack
Yeah, the same ones who was talkin' bad
Be the same ones now who tryna get me down, woah
I might go, I know
Felt this way long time before
We never gon' be NERVO
Bitch, I'm on a bender, off that O
So many times I felt dead, I kept it undercover
I be sippin' red, so I don't suffer
Might fill my head with lead, I'm sorry, mother
A graveyard be my bed, just like the others
There's not no other
She said it's hot to watch me waste away
That's how that I know I love her
Yeah, but at the end of the day, I miss my brothers
I miss my brothers
Somebody say sorry to my family
I'm down bad on my knees
Begging God, please
Help me, help me find a way
Help me see brighter days

{Chorus}
I tried to wash away by livin' lavishly
All my friends are goin', it's so sad to see
I remember when they used to laugh at me
Now they don't want none of that static with me

{Outro}
Body on the floor, they was grabbin' me
Up at Hell's door, I was mad, really
Beggin' me for more time, then only she
I was 'bout to flat-line until she saved me