AL Treble - Dead Inside

Wasting my time
Self-medicating
It's me by design
I understand, I know you don't approve
How can I rise above?
Or knowing how to love?
Love's not in my memories

'Cause I'm fucking dead
Ain't nobody owning me
I'm fucking done
I just don't have the energy

I'm still scared
Afraid of failure anticipate nothing
Shallow ride to end
Before the wheels begin to move
Carry me
To the river of my fortune
To the blossoming orchard
Thankfully I will let you carry me
Help me

'Cause I'm fucking dead
Ain't nobody owning me
I'm fucking done
I just don't have the energy
Dead inside my soul
Hey you i got something i wanna tell you
Thanks for the music, thanks for the music tonight
Down the road with an empty soul
Thanks for the music, thanks for the music tonight
The only way to understand

I've lost the value of this life
Wishing to never wake again
Again
Again
I'm still scared
Ain't nobody owning me
How can I rise above?
How can I rise above?
While i'm dying inside

'Cause I'm fucking dead
Ain't nobody owning me
I'm fucking done
I just don't have the energy
Dead inside my soul