Mezolith - A road trip that ends with my life sounds magnificent

{verse 1}
Spend every night tossing and turning
I can’t sleep right thoughts of me burning
Blinding my sight fuck it i might just go for a drive gotta clear my mind
I’m sick of this life
Or am i just sick of the torment inside?
Grab my keys and the noose and knife
Look at my home then i turn off the lights
None of these hoes wanna pay me no mind
None of these jobs wanna pay me a dime
I don’t have friends and i don’t have the time
To dream of becoming a bonnie and clyde with my partner in crime
Love i won’t find
I used to have hope but this well has run dry
All of my goals and my dreams gone awry
I don’t know why, it’s fine
I’ll start up my car and hop on 1&9

{verse 2}
Speeding and swerving im losing control and i scream at myself cause i cant take no more
What is the reason i keep living for?
Crashing the car to a telephone pole
Ditching the whip i continue on foot
Tryna find land with a real scenic look
Patches of green and a couple of trees
I pick the spot now my plan will unleash
I fasten the rope, as im choking my knife cutting visible lines around things i dont like i dont care what they say or of what they might think cause ive lived on this line and been pushed to the brink
Why the fuck cant i stop thinking like this
Why the fuck cant i stop feeling like shit
This rope on my neck got me starting to itch
I can hear death she sounds magnificient
Her voice is so sweet, shes calling my name
She says that shes tired of playing these games
We can be one, engulfed in flames
All that it takes is just one leap of faith
I breathe my last, knowing that ill soon be free from the past, life sure moves fast
No turning back, i take my step hear a snap and see black