Beau Rian - I Would

{verse}
I’m not where you are
Mentally miles apart
I’m barely coping
You’re stuck in my arms
But you feel so far
Why am i lonely

{chorus}
If i could undo the past
And help my heart reattach
I would
I’d let the planet decay
While you and i ran away
I would
But i am on my own inside of my brain
And it kills me
Slower than the rain
Eroding away
Til i’m slipping
Away from everything that i love
And it takes more than i have to give
Yeah i want a way to survive
Please tell me i’ll beat it with time

{verse}
How do i deal
With thoughts that aren’t real
They cut me open
Yeah i want to feel
The way that you feel
Why am i broken

{chorus}
If i could undo the past
And help my heart reattach
I would
I’d let the planet decay
While you and i ran away
I would
But i am on my own inside of my brain
And it kills me
Slower than the rain
Eroding away
Til i’m slipping
Away from everything that i love
And it takes more than i have to give
Yeah i want a way to survive
Please tell me i’ll beat it in time

{bridge}
If i give up
And leave you here
I’m failing
To overcome
My biggest fears
I’m waking
Up to what i am
Is this all i am
Why am i broken

{chorus}
If i could undo the past
And help my heart reattach
I would
I’d let the planet decay
While you and i ran away
I would
But i am on my own inside of my brain
And it kills me
Slower than the rain
Eroding away
Til i’m slipping
Away from everything that i love
And it takes more than i have to give
Yeah i want a way to survive
Please tell me i’ll beat it in time