​​hauntingclaire - ​faith

And I’m not bent, I’m broken
There’s no hope for resuscitation
They’re all screaming that I’m open
But nobody wants to save me

The clock is ticking faster now
Hurry up, time is running out
Look into my eyes and tell me I won’t float
You’ll let me drown
Meant to be surprised, am I supposed to be alright?
Am I gonna be alright?

Dancing with death, don’t think my feet can keep the tempo
There’s only one way out, so God we gotta keep it simple
Rounding the bend, until we crash into a light pole
I long for an end, but I don’t know where I’ll rеally go

Scared & lonely, lost & hopelеss
Marked for slaughter, searched for closure
If there’s a God, he doesn’t love me, or he’s dead
You know I’m searching for my faith, I need to get that through my head

Left under the soil to rot for the rest of my life
It’s over, it’s so over
Kicking and screaming, I know that I’m birdie alive
Below the ground, where I see no one
Dying to breathe out, look for an exit
Dying to see now, don’t know where I’ve been
Haven’t felt like myself for a while
Show me how to feel again, how to feel again
(Hopeless, so fucking hopeless)
(Godless, we’re all just godless)

Drunk with my blood, all the secrets are coming out
Keep on fucking up, like karma won’t ever come around
Caged animals can’t escape, though they thrash about
Who are you to be somebody? Just shut your fucking mouth

Left under the soil to rot for the rest of my life
It’s over, it’s so over
Kicking and screaming, I know that I’m buried alive
Below the ground, where I see no one
Dying to breathe out, look for an exit
Dying to see now, don’t know where I’ve been
Haven’t felt like myself for a while
Show me how to feel again, how to feel again