The Disagreement - Traumatic

{intro}
Fix my eyes on the stars
I'm trying to reach heaven but it feels so far
And I'm afraid of the dark
There's demons in the shadows ripping out my heart
Go

{verse 1}
Sick of all the hurt tired of the pain
Sick of all the work without any gain(Someone help me)
Sick of feeling like I lost myself
In a living hell (I could use some help)
Sick of all the guilt tired of the shame
Sick of how I'm built to refuse the blame
(Not my problem)
Sick of asking if I'm someone else
Would I hate myself (Cause I hate myself)

{pre Chorus}
There's demons in the dark
They're tearing out my heart
It always feels like someone's laughing
So I recuse myself
From everybody else
This deprecation leaves me bleeding

{Chorus}
So fix my eyes on the stars
I don't know where they are
I'm trying to reach heaven but it feels so far
Why am I always so afraid at night
When the fear of all these demons feeds their appetite
Fix my eyes on the stars
My soul is going dark
I'm reaching out to heaven with an empty heart
Some nights I want to run and hide
But sometimes I kinda like it when they come to bite

{verse 2}
When I’m face to face with my humanity
Watch it waste away traumatic aftertaste
Shadowed memories that keep on haunting me
Fake friends make enemies
Traumatic empathy

{Chorus}
So fix my eyes on the stars
I don't know where they are
I'm trying to reach heaven but it feels so far
Why am I always so afraid at night
When the fear of all these demons feeds their appetite
Fix my eyes on the stars
My soul is going dark
I'm reaching out to heaven with an empty heart
Some nights I want to run and hide
But sometimes I kinda like it when they come to bite