Millicow - Call The Light
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{verse 1}
Ripped into the grips of a vicious undertow
Lost in quicksand, trapped inside a black hole
When did i let all this darkness in my soul?
How did this fear consume everything i know?
Suffocate within, no relent, moving slow
Dry as a twig, always sick, feel so low
Something is amiss, something big, but unknown
Blinding is the mist, feel the kiss of shadow
Paralyzing tick, weight so heavy and cold
Weeds are closing in on this garden overgrown
Seeds of light just die as their flowers rarely grow
Withering beside the door where i last saw my soul
I look into the window and i see a faint glow
My form reflects below but with no face to show
Motionless i behold, what i see i do not know
Do i rеcognize my shadow? who is this silent ghost?
I still remеmber in my code the way that life should be
I still intend to heal and grow and wake the light in me
And now it's time for me to know the pain i could not see
It grew inside and took a toll that i could not defeat
Within my mind, constricting vines that offer no relief
My thoughts manipulated by the toxic poison leaves
I tried and tried to be all right in spite of my disease
Yet always seemed to fall behind in changing my beliefs
I'm restless, infested, rejected by my skin
Depression, regression, infected mind within
Defenseless, dependent, now where is my next hit?
Escapist and faceless; i can't confront this shit
Sometimes it feels like i just cower beneath some type of higher power
That pushes me until i slip and sabotage my every grip
The more i try to climb the tower before it chimes my final hour
I never find a steady stone that can hold my aching bones
How can i keep my head up when i keep getting held down?
I've been beat up and i'm fed up with beating my head on the ground
I'm sick of dying but never reborn, telling myself i'll be better in the morning
But i'm still so afraid of everything around, getting smaller and smaller and never make a sound
Can't even smell the roses. don't remember when i last did
I can only see the darkness, even though i have so many gifts
Silent scream into the wind; this is not how it ends!
I know that i am heard, no matter how it works
Higher self, god, angels, the universe, ancestors
It's all the same in practice and it doesn't make much difference
When i'm broken and i'm hurt, in return i hear the whispers
And that is why you hear these words
I am only the messenger
{verse 2}
My whole life i have been guided
All insights i need provided
Call the light; we're all invited
We're all invited
It blows my mind; i can't define
The road ahead, it holds my hand
As long as i am strong and try
My boldness is rewarded with
A golden light; my goals in sight
The street will rise to meet my tires
The cold wind bites but still i fight
I know that i'm not alone tonight
Cause my whole life, i have been guided
All insights i need provided
Call the light, we're all invited
We're all invited
Is this really my own power?
Am i dealing with higher powers?
Can i take credit for my achievements?
Or did something else complete my sentence?
Some will tell you that this is god
Higher self is what others call it
Some say it's the universe talking
Or it may be ancestors calling
Some insist your angels are speaking
Some see it as ancient deities
But they're all talking about the same thing
Manifested synchronicity
To what extent is this part of me?
Is it within or beyond our beings?
Is the line between you and me distinct?
Does it disappear when you look too deep?
I'm plugging in to the endless sea
The consciousness of everything
My core transcends all boundaries
Yet i persist, so what is me?
Cause my whole life, i have been guided
All insights i need provided
Call the light; we're all invited
We're all invited
{verse 1}
Ripped into the grips of a vicious undertow
Lost in quicksand, trapped inside a black hole
When did i let all this darkness in my soul?
How did this fear consume everything i know?
Suffocate within, no relent, moving slow
Dry as a twig, always sick, feel so low
Something is amiss, something big, but unknown
Blinding is the mist, feel the kiss of shadow
Paralyzing tick, weight so heavy and cold
Weeds are closing in on this garden overgrown
Seeds of light just die as their flowers rarely grow
Withering beside the door where i last saw my soul
I look into the window and i see a faint glow
My form reflects below but with no face to show
Motionless i behold, what i see i do not know
Do i rеcognize my shadow? who is this silent ghost?
I still remеmber in my code the way that life should be
I still intend to heal and grow and wake the light in me
And now it's time for me to know the pain i could not see
It grew inside and took a toll that i could not defeat
Within my mind, constricting vines that offer no relief
My thoughts manipulated by the toxic poison leaves
I tried and tried to be all right in spite of my disease
Yet always seemed to fall behind in changing my beliefs
I'm restless, infested, rejected by my skin
Depression, regression, infected mind within
Defenseless, dependent, now where is my next hit?
Escapist and faceless; i can't confront this shit
Sometimes it feels like i just cower beneath some type of higher power
That pushes me until i slip and sabotage my every grip
The more i try to climb the tower before it chimes my final hour
I never find a steady stone that can hold my aching bones
How can i keep my head up when i keep getting held down?
I've been beat up and i'm fed up with beating my head on the ground
I'm sick of dying but never reborn, telling myself i'll be better in the morning
But i'm still so afraid of everything around, getting smaller and smaller and never make a sound
Can't even smell the roses. don't remember when i last did
I can only see the darkness, even though i have so many gifts
Silent scream into the wind; this is not how it ends!
I know that i am heard, no matter how it works
Higher self, god, angels, the universe, ancestors
It's all the same in practice and it doesn't make much difference
When i'm broken and i'm hurt, in return i hear the whispers
And that is why you hear these words
I am only the messenger
{verse 2}
My whole life i have been guided
All insights i need provided
Call the light; we're all invited
We're all invited
It blows my mind; i can't define
The road ahead, it holds my hand
As long as i am strong and try
My boldness is rewarded with
A golden light; my goals in sight
The street will rise to meet my tires
The cold wind bites but still i fight
I know that i'm not alone tonight
Cause my whole life, i have been guided
All insights i need provided
Call the light, we're all invited
We're all invited
Is this really my own power?
Am i dealing with higher powers?
Can i take credit for my achievements?
Or did something else complete my sentence?
Some will tell you that this is god
Higher self is what others call it
Some say it's the universe talking
Or it may be ancestors calling
Some insist your angels are speaking
Some see it as ancient deities
But they're all talking about the same thing
Manifested synchronicity
To what extent is this part of me?
Is it within or beyond our beings?
Is the line between you and me distinct?
Does it disappear when you look too deep?
I'm plugging in to the endless sea
The consciousness of everything
My core transcends all boundaries
Yet i persist, so what is me?
Cause my whole life, i have been guided
All insights i need provided
Call the light; we're all invited
We're all invited
