Julia Alexa - ​it's december and i'm tired of being brave

{Verse 1}
Oh, it's gotten so bad, shouldn’t be left by myself anymore
And I wouldn't say I'm sad, I kinda don’t feel these things anymore

{Chorus}
Could you love me while I hate myself?
Or would you tell me to get some help?
'Cause every time our stars collide I still survive even if my spark has died
You still try to stand soul ties and lifelines, but he proved me wrong me every time
Who will love me while I hate myself?
Who will understand all the pain I've felt?

{Verse 2}
Oh, it's already December, and I'm tired of being so brave
When every feeling I remember cuts me like the sharpest blade

{Chorus}
Could you love me while I hate myself?
Or would you tell me to get some help?
'Cause every time our stars collide I still survive even if my spark has died
You still try to stand soul ties and lifelines, but he proved me wrong me every time
So who will love me while I hate myself?
Who will understand all the pain I've felt?

{Outro}
Every time our stars collide I still survive even if my spark has died