DVRKS0UL - No Reflection pt2

Course:
I look in the mirror i don't have a reflection
I just wish my family would give me some affection
I give away these signs, but no one pays attention
Thoughts of suicide i can't outrun
People ask why, your life’s just begun
Suffering in silence my feelings can't be undone
Verse1:
Open up the bottle and i pop another pill
I do it cuz the sadness not for the thrill
Pop another addy this pain does not fulfill
My throat burns from the liquor that i spill
Tying this rope with the feelings that i feel
Bridge1:
Don’t want to live it is me that i kill
I ask myself is any of this real
Verse2:
I'm alone i might go insane
Suns out but i still walk in the rain
I'm a mistake what's wrong with my brain
All i know and feel is pain
My dad asks me why and i can't explain
I look at the sheets i'm happy there's a blood stain
Bridge 2:
Ima take my own life and pour it down the drain
Course:
I look in the mirror i have no reflection
I just wish my family would give me some affection
I give away these signs, but no one pays attention
Thoughts of suicide i can't outrun
People ask why, your life’s just begun
Suffering in silence my feelings can't be undone
Finale bridge:
It's about time so i put a bullet in the gun
Pull the trigger quick and my life is done