DRAC33 - Sorry I’m Not in Love

Im sorry if im not in love with you
I dont mean to take it out on you

And honestly
I might be scared
To fall in love
With you right here
And maybe you are not
The one for me
I probably should just
Sit and smoke some weed

Honestly im losing my life with you
The love that we had was not so true
And maybe ive been reminiscing
On the past
While i sit there and i just laugh

I dont mean to fall in love
But maybe i am just fucked
I got to many scars
Deep inside my arm
All has gone wrong
Broken like cigars
A black and mild
I start to smile
And laugh away the pain
A broken peice
Is lеft inside my brain
Im sorry if i didn't give you
Everything you wantеd
Baby yah i love you
But i guess that ive been fronted
Now im being blunt
And your feeling really mad
Prolly Cause the shit i say
Will just make you sad
You laugh at my face
And you tell me that im bad
My anger issues really show
What ive had
And now im sitting here
In the broken home
Im singing alone
Yet i can't cope

Wake me up once
This is all over
Im not gonna be sober
By the end of this night
Babygirl yah its not alright

I dont wanna live like this
But im sorry
I didn't mean to scream like this
Regardless
Baby do you wanna know
What its like
A man has a broken soul
I dont mean to shout
Ive been screaming loud
I dont know
If im all alone
I dont wanna go
Back to broken homes yah
Baby im sorry yah