Anna Thompson - Christmas song

Merry Christmas
Were you having fun
Spent hundreds of dollars
On some **** I thought you'd want
I can't return it
So now I'm stuck
With a pair of concert tickets
And nobody in this pickup truck
We took down the road

When it snowed
How could I have ever (?...)
Until you (?...) with me alone
Hope you come back in three to five
I see you in my dreams
Your still sleeping next to me
You give me the present of your presents new years eve
But I woke up Christmas morning
With nothing under the tree

Merry Christmas
Are you going through hell
I hope you saw your family
I hopе their doing well
Keep our wishes
Of еverything we dreamed
If I'm being honest
I through mine in the garbage
The same day you walk away
They saw you were there for Christmas
With some space
And that's okay
So as long as my wishes come true some day
I see you in my dreams
Your still sleeping next to me
You give me the present of your presents New Years Eve
But I woke up Christmas morning
With nothing under the tree

Christmas Eve
Your still sleeping next to me
I still see you in my dreams
Your still sleeping next to me
Have nothing under the tree
(?...)

Happy New Year
I don't feel free
(?...) feels the presents of the ghost of you and me
Make a wish babe
Don't say it won't come true
Wish I didn't feel this
I wish I'd forget you