​saintluckk - ​i've ruined it all to exist in your reality

{verse 1}
Why did it have to be us? (why did it-) why did it have to be you? (yeah)
Why would you make me feel right? (yeah) then instantly make me feel blue? (blue)
Maybe i'm just way too dumb (dumb) to feel all the shit that you've been through (yeah)
And i wish i could just understand (yeah), in your eyes i was always a fool (fool)
I've ruined it all to exist in your reality (yeah, yeah)
Sleepless nights, i slowly lost my sanity (nah, nah, nah)
I get so high till i lose my gravity (yeah, yeah)
Fuck all these thoughts, fucking my mentality (yeah, yeah)

{interlude}
I really regret all the things i did for this person
Whеn i could've just stayed out of it
I could've focusеd more on myself
I could've, you know, done so much more for myself
And for my own health than focus on something that wasn't gonna last anyways

{verse 2}
A tired soul, will i ever find my time to rest?
A blinded one, all this time i thought you were the best
Sick of this pain, i wish i could rip my heart right out my chest
But i miss your pain, that's the only time i didn't feel stressed

{outro}
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