Phora - Find My Way

{chorus}
I'm tryin', i'm tryin' to find a way
Way back to you (yeah)
I'm tryin', i'm tryin' to find a way
Way back to you
Uh, yeah

{verse}
Certain things that i went through take a toll on me mentally (take a toll on me mentally)
I let go of everyone i love, but hold onto the memories (i hold onto the memories)
I don't wanna have to take the blame for the things that i didn't do (take the blame for the things that i didn't do)
But i don't wanna take responsibility for all that i did to you (yeah)
I'm in my thoughts in too deep, can't turn back now
Stubborn and selfish, yeah, i know, hard for me to back down
Hidin' my smile, pourin' my emotions in a red cup
Hate that i feel so deep, hate that i think to much
Tryna heal myself the same way i've lost myself (lost myself)
Why i feel the more i try the more i'm not myself?
Maybe my head don't work, maybe the meds don't work
I wanna feel numb, maybe i'd rather be dead
Dead don't hurt (dead don't hurt)

{chorus}
I'm tryin', (and without you right here, my heart is frozen), i'm tryin' (like everything i touch ends up broken, yeah) to find a way (me, i'm still searchin', yeah)
Way back to you (me, i'm still)
I'm tryin', i'm tryin' to find a way
Way back to you