Lil Mami Barbz - 406/21.1 PCLRA

{verso 1}
Did a love song, all this shit going on
English this time, you don’t get this one
This not a love letter anymore
But believe me
I could do some more
I gotta pretend my love for you is gone
Did u listen to the last one?
Did u know how big was my love?
Did u know that i loved u?

{refrão}
Not talking bout obsession fucking or fighting, i’m talking about love
Did u ever feel loved by me?
Quoting maddy they say she look like me
They have no idea i live just like her
I never imagined what you could do
Now i know baddies have sad stories too
Even tho you told me how bad you would do
I thought that was part of being loved too
You were my romeo and i was your juliette
You doing me like this that’s what i don’t get
You make me feel so close to death
Why you say you love me but you want me dead

{outro 1}
Threatening or warning me
I believe what you say u can do
I’m just waiting the day to come
At that point i just want to be gone
You telling me you gonna do it too
I know you don’t want to be here alone
Whatever happens it’s just me and you

{verso 2}
I hate that everybody on block knows what happened
I was the baddest that’s just embarrassing
My body shakes everytime they say your name next to agressor
Man i was so grateful
God gave me this blessing
You my biggest lesson
Satan also present

{refrão}
Not talking bout obsession fucking or fighting, i’m talking about love
Did u ever feel loved by me?
Quoting maddy they say she look like me
They have no idea i live just like her
I thought you were the best i’ve ever had
What am i doing to get you so mad
I love bad boys but not this type of bad
But whenever you home i get so glad
You were my romeo and i was your juliette
You doing me like this that’s what i don’t get
You make me feel so close to death
Why you say you love me but you want me dead

{outro 2}
Sick to my stomach everytime i hit the court
Everybody telling me i have to keep it strong
I don’t think i can hold it no more
Feeling so lost i don’t where i belong
Sometimes i still wish you have just pulled out the gun

{verso 3}
Fixing you was my mission
I loved when we to talk about religion
You gave me hope and a whole new vision
But now i just keep wishing
Baby please stop tripping
Baby please quit sniffing
Can’t u see that i love you?
Baby please stop beat me

{refrão}
You making me feel i’m not good enough
Baby just tell me am i not worth to be loved
It’s hurting so bad i can’t handle this stuff
I gotta keep handle they me as thug
Stopped being me i think that’s my sacrifice
But every night i was calling for christ
I don’t wanna be me, i just wanna die
Somewhere else i still be your wife
It’s a curse not only some drama
I only cry for you and cry for my momma
Will this nightmare ever be over
Tarot readings called it karma

{outro 3}
Living a horror movie was your type of date
You were just my next door mate
How did we become soulmates?
Every night i thought i was gonna meet god on heavens gate
And if you get me there i would still be there for you, i would just wait

{verso 4}
Nothing is like how i was convicted
Fuck, my mind is just so twisted
Am i choosing to forgive him
He’s my favorite drug i’m so addicted
I feel like i’m snitching
They’re telling me
“no baby you’re just his victim”
“his victim”

{refrão}
You making me feel i’m not good enough
Baby just tell me am i not worth to be loved
It’s hurting so bad i can’t handle this stuff
I gotta keep handle they me as thug
Stopped being me i think that’s my sacrifice
But every night i was calling for christ
I don’t wanna be me i just wanna die
Somewhere else i still be your wife