​monikrr - PERMADEATH

{Intro}
(?...)物語だ

{Verse 1}
I watched a man die last night
Shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
And when I saw my reflection in those empty eyes
I bit my tongue
And he said:
“Boy, it seems I’ve finally reached my time;
The gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
And I couldn’t help but stand there, stone and petrified
I wish I’d said goodbye

{Verse 2}
If I see your face again I think I'll fall apart
Conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
Floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
'Cause it all leads down to something less
We feel so small amongst the stars
If I die here wondering, "Was I ever enough?"
Deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
Falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
No lifeline can save me drowning, I'm giving up

{Bridge}
So I looked to myself
And asked “who the hell am I?
Was the death of who I was a noble sacrifice?”
Shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
I’ll let fate carry me to-

{Outro}
And he said:
“Boy, it seems I’ve finally reached my time;
The gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
And I couldn’t help but stand there, stone and petrified
I wish I’d said goodbye