Cavasoul - ​conversations with myself

{verse 1}
Yeah
All these conversations with me, myself and i
Back and forth and i'm all over looking for a place to hide
It's like i'm drowning, i'm invisible, yeah
I just wish i was invincible, yeah
All these people all around and i'm just one among so many
How do i compare to them?
My chest is getting heavy
Every day that i wake up the weight is growing more
And i feel i stray away from finding what i'm living for
What's the purpose?
Convince myself i'm worth it
Trying to understand whatever's underneath the surface
This all i knew beforе (?...)
Time i spent on evеrything is wasted and it's worthless
I'll never be perfect
I can feel the sweat from my head
But i'm slumped feeling dead
Drowning in my bed
Waiting for the day when the soul i have is lifting
Only so much wall, my imagination drifting

{verse 2}
All these conversations with me, myself and i
Back and forth and i'm all over looking for a place to hide
It's like i'm drowning, i'm invisible, yeah
I just wish i was invincible, yeah
I'm lacking motivation on a daily basis
Sometimes i can't recognize familiar faces
I shut down when i'm forced to adapt to changes
And lately in my head i'm scattered into pieces
I'm never decent as of recent, piling up my problems
I never give them my attention keep them at the bottom
I never solve them feeling awful and i keep them bottled
And i don't know where i will go i fall like leaves in autumn
I'm getting sick i'm fucking tired of the way i always feel
I can't differentiate between what's fake and fucking real
It takes all the strength inside me to not give in to my anger
Every single question that i've ever had unanswered