Ryan Oakes - DOWN

(I’ve been down)
(Low on energy)
(I can’t feel a thing)
(Down, down, down, down)

The one thing that they don’t tell you when you chasing a dreams
The nightmare that it becomes in between
I was diagnosed with all of these diseases had to go to extremes
Suppress screams while I sweat and I bleed

Put my heart on my sleeve, and a facade on my face
Got autopilot kicking in and now im hiding the traits
Shit I could walk around in public crying help and with a gun to my brain
And if you asked me how I'm doing I’ll convince you I'm great. Wait

I’ve been down
Low on energy
I can’t feel a thing
Now
Thought I’d never be
My worst еnemy
Drown
All our memories
I don’t wanna bе
Down
Down, down, down
For what I got, they don’t got no fuckin medicine
Just a bunch of sedatives to mix with the adrenaline
Feeling like a ghost with a closet full of skeletons
Who looking for a host and I’m looking like the elephant
Inside the room watch it turn to a coffin
The walls closed in, and I'm suddenly boxed in
A gun to my head and they’re holding me hostage
I Got everything I wanted baby look what it costed

I’ve been down
Low on energy
I can’t feel a thing
Now
Thought I’d never be
My worst enemy
Drown
All our memories
I don’t wanna be
Down
Down, down, down
I’m getting used to the feeling
Of sleeping on the ceiling
And I can’t come down life's upside down
And I can’t find a meaning
Feel standing on the outside
While they're chalking out an outline
Of who i used to be
I think I'm losing me
I’m out of sight out of mind
I’ve been down
Low on energy
I can’t feel a thing
Now
Thought I’d never be
My worst enemy
Drown
All our memories
I don’t wanna be
Down
Down, down, down

Down
I don’t wanna be
I don’t wanna be
Down
I don’t wanna be
I don’t wanna be
Down
I don’t wanna be
I don’t wanna be
Down