Envy And The Sloths - Victim I: Envy

{Verse}
I used to be the boy who was afraid of all the things that had eight legs
Or laid eggs
But now I'm scared of happy things like sex
It’s complex
I'm so tired of staying awake

{Verse}
But I'm tired of sleeping
All the weeping has kept me up late
I try to drown out the hate with my singing
But the ringing is louder than normal when
I try to play the guitar
Won’t get far if all of the time I'm still waiting for you and you're gun

{Verse}
And our son, who you named after the toy kitten you bought me
I'm sick of the bubbles, the happiness troubles
I wish I could replace myself with a double
I'm trying so hard just to speak through the mumbles, but nothing is reaching its hand out
So screw it

{Chorus}
I'm trying or I'm lying
I'm breaking apart all the toys in the attic
They’re swinging or they’re bringing, but why even bother when I can't be drastic

{Verse}
You’re painting your nails
You're saying it wrong
I hate you for making me write all those songs
You lay on your mattress
You're just like The Actress, but you are nearly as smart
But goddammit, you know how
To break a man's heart