​mixed matches - When did you realize?

Be who you want
Forever

I was holding out for you
I wish you'd understand me
And the world i had to lose
All according to your planning

Just another mistake in your far longed past
Unreowned to the world and our falling out
Another moment i wish we could talk it out
A missed call left with no reply

Oh my life
You don't need to try and say
Our last demands
It's clear they've gone away
And i am last
To see it as it goes
Cause i don't want you out the door

Oh the years
Have come to shape my life
With emptiness and no one to say it right

A fire in the past
Now a little of you
It carries to the nеxt
And the time that i used pulls upon a fatе that i
Tore apart and pushed aside
Oh my light
I'm sorry that i didn't stay
Right in the course
That could've lead us straight
And i repent
On how it got this way
And i'm so sorry every day

I want a moment just to tell you true
A moment just to talk to you
A moment to find some diligence
To listen to your own voice once again
When will i find the time to heal
And just when will i think back on the years
Just when will i find my way alone
And just when did you realize you're done

Oh my light
I'm sorry that i didn't stay
Right in the course
That could've lead us straight
And i repent
On how it got this way
And i'm so sorry every day