Rose Jordan - Wonder

Verse:

I always wonder what my life would be like
I take a chance, i hit a dance, because my life could be right
Working hard just for food, the fucking fridge would look light
Plenty fights in school, high, tryna get my feet right
Dreaming bout the day i stand on stage and rap away
Then hit the church on sunday morning, what the pastor say
A couple words from the man with a friendship with the god
Never want a grammy when his love is the greatest award
Sometimes i feel the love but also the hate of the lord
Because a lot of days, attention i couldn’t afford
I defend the fam and post outside just to score
But the injury i battled from has made me sore
I fly too high then kick back
I switched, so i see the mismatch
I break the bread like kit-kat
I’m a big boy now, no 3 stacks
I can chase a dream and catch it, don’t matter how fast it ran
Or i can build a scheme to live the dream and cut the middleman

And then sit back and reminisce
From almost going for a bid to fucking with a silly bitch
Life has been a trip, i paid the gas, so i’m solidified
Only burn sage, enjoy the pain like a gemini
Step to my rage and your brain’s going liquid
Got the 50 from the bronx, i’ll give you 9 and then i’m pimpin
Watch the ground turn red, because the heat i’m throwing
Once you get burned, i’m running and jumping like jesse owens
I’m like no other, don’t compare me
Can’t nobody scare me because i’m living care free
Lot of days, the radio would blast so i can drown out
The gunshots and shit talks to niggas that were laid out
Thugs getting paid for hitting kids in the face
When the slugs they should play with are the ones in the rain
A lot of people never felt my pain or even heard it
Use a little logic, i mean every phrase that i worded
Rose!

Outro:

Let me finish, i been smoking on this last stick
I reminisce because i don’t like what my past is
Heartbreaks, crime, and drugs, all tragic
Wish i had a wand, i could erase it with some magic
Staring at the ceiling
How appealing that i know the feeling