​hiraeth - Waves

U were hoping i'd cave
I heard u say it but you'd never say that shit to my face
'cos ur a leech baby taking trends and riding the waves
While im above put myself first i'm up and away
Ur left overboard piecing back together the frame

Got these fuckin people tryna talk to me, yeah
I don't wanna know where u've been or what girl ur with
I don't wanna know that your friends are so rebellious
I don't fuckin know why? i guess ur shit at picking 'em

Got you madder than me
You got your hands on my sleeves
You try to put me to sleep
But I will stay awake
Don't tell me things won't changе
I always hide my face
You nevеr break so easily

Take the pain you never had
You wanna feel for me
You set a target on my back
I barely breathe for me
Been drinking seven days have passed
I barely live for me
I feel addiction coming back
I feel this devil on my shoulder
And my eyes been going black
I don't lack composure when I'm reading through these texts
You never reply to me
I never reply to you
I don't even like these shades of black mixed in with navy blue

I been so lost i can't focus
Bring me down now i dont want this
I dont stare much but youd notice
Everytime i look at you im on edge

Notice how my eyes stay frozen
I keep tryna run but you keep calling
Everytime you speak to me its always
Turning out the same its fucking boring

Being here without you im much happier now
Bury my emotions 60ft in the ground
Taking my advice ill slap the bitch in the mouth
So the bullshit that shes spewing will stop fumbling out