Diving Through Jellyfishes - Hunter Is Dead (and so I´ll be

Then i stare at my shoes
Does it look like im scared?
I know it's hard to understand
This is in media res

"where do we go?"
"i don't care"
"ok, but where do we go?"
"let's grab my hand and then i'll show"

"there's this place where i've grown
Yeah it sounds boring but it's an idyllic show"
You were so passive and i noticed

And i lied again telling me that it was me
My insecurities and anxiety couldn't let me
Elaborate a fucking word

So i'd start breathing so hard
Making jokes about myself
Why your eyes blink so fast?
Yeah, i don't wanna stay

If you wanted to leave
I guess that you would say
The uncertainty of yours
That´s what i fucking hate

(i fucking hate this)
I never meant
(i fucking hate this)
I never meant
(i fucking hate this)
I never meant

You keep pretending
You don't have control
But if you tear me apart
Please understand i choke

I bet i don't run through
Your mind, i'm sure
Keep thinking of you
But don't want you close

Then i stare at my shoes
Does it look like i'm scared?
For me is hard to understand
I don't know what to say

And your heart is set to fire
'cause all the things that you hide
If you told me at first
If you told me at first

It wouldn't end up this way
Dreaming about this everyday
Rethinking how could i fix
What wasn't up to my hand

I wanna see you, wanna see you
I, i wanna see you
I wanna see you, wanna see you
I, i wanna see you

I wanna see you, wanna see you
I, i wanna see you
I wanna see you, wanna see you
Ahhhhh!

It's hard to know
Whensomeone is lying
'cause they say opposite things
At what they are trying

They hide their feelings
You end up hating yourself
Spending money
Focused on your mental health

It's hard to know when
Someone is lying
More if they hugh your arms
While they're still crying

'cause it conflicts
What people would usually call
As a maneuver to make
Others don't lose control

Hunter is dead
And so i'll be
Carving your name
Deeply into my lips

Hunter is dead
And so i'll be
Carving your name
Deeply into my lips

Hunter is dead
And so i'll be
Carving your name
Deeply into my lips

Hunter is dead
And so i'll be
Carving your name
Deeply into my lips