XXToxic - RECOVER

I want the bullies to stop
I’ve been suffering with depression for a year
And been suicidal for a few years now im getting better i was smoking the weed cuz i’m starting to get better i’m trying to recover and now i don't know who you are
You got me looking for the good in goodbye
It's time for me to let my depression and suicidal life go
Hit me like a hurricane
Gonna be a tidal wave
And now i'm back on solid ground
Tomorrow is a new day
Try to shake the pain away

I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
Recover

I’m trying to get over my depression by doing what i love to do i do boxing when i’m down right my music when i’m in the mood i don’t want to no about the haters talking straight cap i feel like i’ve been hit by a hurricane i’m not here for hates bs i am only doing this cuz it’s what i was made 4

I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
Recover
Can’t always keep going forward sometimes you got to go backwards
If you can’t go backwards go between
Not easy but i’ll get through it
No matter what it takes
I’m being hit by a crashing wave that keeps pulling me down
Don’t know how much more i can take

I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
Recover

I am going back to suicidal
I’ve lost everything in my life
From my nan to my friends on holiday and my gf and my bro
I sometimes wanna end my life life if to short i really can’t be assed i really want end to be back with the people i love i wish i didn’t have to see them in pain i really can’t take my life no more i really hate my life i am only here for my mom and one of my gfs that is here with me now i also promised my dead friends,dead bro and my dead gf that i would stay alive for them i couldn’t even say no ever since they past i ended up crying myself to sleep every night

I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
I’m still trying to
Recover
Recover
Recover
I’m still trying to recover
Recover
Recover !