JaseWar - Guilt Or Loss

{intro}
Yeah, i know you're ok
At least i hope you are

{1st chorus}
I promised you i’d be good, again(away)
You’re telling me things, that won’t heal up my pain(my pain)
But then i start to see, what you meant to me(meant to me)
But then everyone told me, just please don’t leave(please don't leave)
But i know that’s not true, when i told you i feel cool, everyday
(ay-ayyy)
When i start to see, how i’m feeling ecstasy
I’m ready for my life, guilt or loss ain’t the same thing

{1st verse}
Nobody else cared about me
When i told you that i felt something
You knew they never even cared
Except for you, when you were there

Yet, i ran away
And then the cops just warned me that i’m crazy that day
Soon the bad guys would lie or cry, whenever i was by your side
And then when i was alone, that’s when they reeked homicide
Yet, i left my grave
And release what the pain they did to you and me

{1st pre-chorus}
And no way
Without you by my side, i feel so crazy
Nobody else even knew of the fact that i’m crazy
Like every single week and i’m faded
I know the way, i start to feel ashamed
And nobody else told me anything

{2nd chorus}
I promised you i’d be good, again(away)
You’re telling me things, that won’t heal up my pain(my pain)
But then i start to see, what you meant to me(meant to me)
But then everyone told me, just please don’t leave(please don't leave)
But i know that’s not true, when i told you i feel cool, everyday
(ay-ayyy)
When i start to see, how i’m feeling ecstasy
I’m ready for my life, guilt or loss ain’t the same thing

{2nd verse}
Leaving this world is not an option
A viral attack, feels more like an abduction
Cut me some blood, it will not change a thing
When the news came out, my tears left off the scene

And i start thinking
Why did he take you so soon?
I wish i was the best fam for you
With you gone, i know of some things i regret
Like on your last day, i wasn’t next to your deathbed
I can never take back the times of when you were with me(yeah)
I wish i knew about a cure, instead of seeing you suffering(nah)
But now, i just hope you’re finally resting in peace
And when the time is right, i’ll join you for eternity

{final pre-chorus}
And no way
Without you by my side, i feel so crazy
Nobody else even knew of the fact that i’m crazy
Like every single week and i’m faded
I know the way, i start to feel ashamed
And nobody else told me anything

{final chorus}
I promised you i’d be good, again(away)
You’re telling me things, that won’t heal up my pain(my pain)
But then i start to see, what you meant to me(meant to me)
But then everyone told me, just please don’t leave(please don't leave)
But i know that’s not true, when i told you i feel cool, everyday
(ay-ayyy)
When i start to see, how i’m feeling ecstasy
I’m ready for my life, guilt or loss ain’t the same thing
I promised you i’d be good, again(away)
You’re telling me things, that won’t heal up my pain(my pain)
But then i start to see, what you meant to me(meant to me)
But then everyone told me, just please don’t leave(please don't leave)
But i know that’s not true, when i told you i feel cool, everyday
(ay-ayyy)
When i start to see, how i’m feeling ecstasy
I’m ready for my life, guilt or loss ain’t the same thing