Rosesleeves - Lifeline

I was up all night just thinking bout the things you told me
I can’t deal with life right now I just want you to hold me
When nobody else cares bout me
Tell me you’ll always be there for me
I'm smoking out the pound
Everytime I come up I just come back crashing down
Hell bent shawty I won’t make it out
If you really love me there’s no backing out
I’ll just keep on waiting for the right time
I keep on pretending but I’m not fine
Baby I need you to be my lifeline
Baby I need you to be my lifeline
Oh it’s getting cold all on my own
It takes control
That’s all I know
I just need all of your emotion
Baby please tell me what you really want
My heart it bleeds but I’m still frozen
I’m feeling cursed think your the chosen one

(Lilspirit)
If your really love me you won't leave me
I've been broken and deceived
I tried to leave but somethings keeping me
Without you couldn't rest in piece
But you made me bleed made me believe
The things you told me all your dreams
Now my blood is clean
So I could barely breath
Your drugs to me but i'm in need
I don't really care about another human being
When your touching up on me
I feel like i'm off them beans
So cold without you breathing
Fighting without a reason
Bitch i'm leaving i'm sorry I told you I wasn't leaving