None Like Joshua - Memories

{verse 1}
Born with demons and the skill within my genes
Torn in reason and the feelings unseen
Force the grief to underneath and never scream
Work 'till i’m beaten without weeping like machines
Got to use my head, killing bodies with a team
While enemies losing their heads - guillotine
Lost in the smoke, revenge is nicotine
But he want the mist, steel spray made him bleed
No, i ain’t a rude teen, this be my routine
When the ops drew tings, friends started rooting
For me, demons want to rule? think not
When a blade makes em rue things
See it drill through teeth
Like it’s to the root of their ruse that i’m ruining
Roof of your mouth, keep it glued please
Shhh, do you hear that? monster in the room? no i don’t lose sleep

{pre-chorus}
You say you the best? i care like i say - less
Ask the gang or enemy how they stay - impressed
Demons in my head or on my chest are laid to rest
Tried to kill the mist but you saw he missed - finesse
You say you the best? treat you like the trauma - suppress
Ask the gang or enemy how they all confess
Demons in my head or on my chest pray for death
Tried to kill the mist, but i’m cold, he lost the breath

{chorus}
They’re making me colder, the memories
And pushing me closer, the memories
Breaking you down, emotions will drown
No longer, they hold me, the memories

{verse 2}
Apathetic, 'cause your ass pathetic
Adding apoplectic, you apologetic
For your toxic rhetoric, but i kept the poison
Still kept the poise up, i ain't no boy, son
Coming off coy, but still a killjoy 'cause
Demon enjoyment gives me annoyance
Wait 'till the roids come, i’mma destroy them
See the mark? i got to scar you with the darkest art
Haunt him like a ghost because i’m moving through his body parts
Still i keep a weapon that assault and brought em all to harm
Never saw it coming cause i’m not a guy to flaunt an arm
Concealing what i harbor, that’s a part of my charm
Remaining calmer than the quiet right before any storm
He couldn’t see it in the fog of war, the sword had been drawn
And then i’m moving like his dome, man, i’m already gone
Breathing even harder that the blood is going farther
Like i’m coughing, getting sicker, but a coffin i can offer
Not a fever, getting hotter, see the steam is coming off me
How i’m boiling the longer i don’t comprehend your struggle
'cause i’m growin even stronger, can’t remember why i bothered
Misty mind is even foggier when i think of all the good you did
No wonder i see darker, you could make me half
A man, but when i cut it, i’m the chopper

{pre-chorus}
You say you the best? i care like i say - less
Ask the gang or enemy how they stay - impressed
Demons in my head or on my chest are laid to rest
I ain’t listless when there’s less up on my hitlist - success
You say you the best? treat you like the trauma - suppress
Ask the gang or enemy how they all confess
Demons in my head or on my chest pray for death
Tried to kill the mist, but i’m cold, he lost the breath

{chorus}
They’re making me colder, the memories
And pushing me closer, the memories
Breaking you down, emotions will drown
No longer, they hold me, the memories
The memories
The memories