​dylan lotus - Alive

{chorus: dylan lotus}
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till i die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how i survived
In a room that's full of serpents and i hope they never bite

{verse 1: dylan lotus}
Hoping someone gets them off of me
I'm running for my life
Want the peace the lord has offered me
I'm tryna catch a vibe
Don't want attention, i don't want too many friends
Forgot to mention, i cut off too many threads
Hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
Talkin all that tough shit, why'd i even try
I would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet
I would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet, ohhh

{chorus: dylan lotus}
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till i die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how i survived
In a room that's full of serpents and i hope they never bite

{verse 2: darza}
Bitch, i'm on this perc and ecstacy i'mm out my mind
Fuck twelve i ain't doing time
You can see the pain when you lookin in my eyes
Waking up high, thought i died last night
My bitch put the coke in her pussy
You ain't doin' shit to me boy you just a pussy
Pullin' up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin'
Flexin' all that cash, now he sad 'cause i took it
I'm on demon time, yeah
Fees in my line, yeah
I don't needa die, i'm already dead
Pull up to your spot, we gon' paint it red
I need all the percocet's, i need all the meds, yeah

{chorus: dylan lotus}
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till i die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how i survived
In a room that's full of serpents and i hope they never bite

{chorus: dylan lotus}
Fucked up yet alive
I got money, that's on my mind
Just to keep those thoughts away
They gon' fuck me up till i die
I got nothing left to hide
Up to luck, how i survived
In a room that's full of serpents and i hope they never bite

{outro: dylan lotus}
It's the worst day
Sometimes i will wonder why i did this in the first place
I would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
I just want an answer, on my own im always searching
There's too many people in my way