​mixed matches - Endorphins

{intro}
From the (?...) the only (?...) that i know
It's one that nauseates
Wanna take every time with something that all i hope
To come from my mistake
And as i thought i needed somethin’ that would make me right
So you can
{mix?}
So i won't be long
All around well it was a new decade
I understand the hole that i dug this time

{chorus}
Was somethin’ i thought i
{needed?}
And i would only do it once in a while
But i lost (?...)
But traded it for better but now
It seems that now, i’ve changed for the worst
I gave bit of my effort, end of the patience, for you

{verse 1}
I just couldn't see what i haven't lost
Since i just hope you know what i could of made, with them
I don't sleep, i dream of your clarity ‘cause it was something that i had trouble weighing
I don't understand what i want to leave but i ripped into them and i will see again
Couldn’t wash away, anxious as we met, even as a place i was (?...)

{chorus}
Was somethin’ i thought i
{needed?}
And i would only do it once in a while
But i lost (?...)
But traded it for better but now
It seems that now, i’ve changed for the worst
I gave bit of my effort, end of the patience, for you

{verse 2}
Do you trust yourself to remember ‘em
To leave the thing that’s weighing
Try to count the steps and as we go, went off and (?...)
Oh it was you that made the occasions better
But were from all tryna face it
Now you have won but you haven't faced it
Go on (oh)

{chorus}
Was somethin’ i thought i
{needed?}
And i would only do it once in a while
But i lost (?...)
But traded it for better but now
It seems that now, i’ve changed for the worst
I gave bit of my effort, end of the patience, for you