HeroZ - ​i am absolutely losing it

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I been losin' it, if it's her i'm choosin' it
Money talk, i'm fluent bitch, rollin' through, we hit 'em tricks
Lil' 40 pull up on your side, we might hit a lick
I don't really show no mercy, i'm not 'bout that shit
I got some trauma 'cause i'm fucked up
They act like i'm stuck up
Make fun how i do this shit but you is really none bruh
I just have fun bruh, they still on my back
He was talkin' down and now we smokin' on his pack
I been contemplating, think i gotta reset my life
They still talking down on me but i do it with strife
I thought that she loved me, she called me her wife
But she left me in the dust, i wanna fucking die
I fucking hate everybody, feel like tomoko
Wanna go to the sky, think i gotta go
I just bottle it up, i don't let it show
When it comes to my own life i think i fucking throw
I might end my own life type shit
They won't get off of my back, complain and complain you bitch
It won't stop me making sacks, making bags
We gon' run it to the back
Hoe callin' my phone, i just leave her, i can't do that
Shawty want an emo plugg, she just wanna rock out
Antisocial like bocchi but i'm with my squad now
Taking my team all the way, straight to the top
Hope we never fall apart, hope we never ever stop
I been losin' it, if it's her i'm choosin' it
When it comes to love i don't feel like i'm fluent
Teacher, i'm a student, need a lesson, how to live?
If i never figure it out i'm gonna quit