Spacey Jane - Is This What You Wanted

{verse 1}
Raptures down on my headstone
It wasn't what i hoped for
I’m twenty four and i'm older
I still got a world of doubt on my shoulder

{pre-chorus}
That's been eating me alive
From the inside out
What am i supposed to say?
That i’m happy now?

{chorus}
Walk the block in the morning
Were the weekends alaways this boring?
Fall asleep in the shower
The water runs through an hour
Sit alone at the table
Check the fridge, chicken (?...)
This is all that i hoped for
That i was grown when i left home

{verse 2}
Gotta rest his head in the nighttime
I haven't slept that well in a good while
I takе pills just to calm down
But i only want one more thing to pin down

{pre-chorus}
I've been homе for a week
Pushing through the pain
But i'm still the same kid
I was in two days

{chorus}
Walk the block in the morning
Were the weekends alaways this boring?
Fall asleep in the shower
The water runs through an hour
Sit alone at the table
Check the fridge, chicken (?...)
This is all that i hoped for
That i was grown when i left home

{bridge}
There's this weight in my chest
It keeps my head down, short as my breath
It flattens my heart, fuels my regrets
I'm scared it'll hold me till i'm dead

{chorus}
Walk the block in the morning
Were the weekends alaways this boring?
Fall asleep in the shower
The water runs through an hour
Sit alone at the table
Check the fridge, chicken (?...)
This is all that i hoped for
That i was grown when i left home