Sequence - Why

{intro}
Each day they're askin why
Why i stay alive
Why don't i die
Why will i be the one to survive

Every single battle i commence
Should i run away
I'm tellin you none of it makes sense
So can i say what i needa say

Everyday they're askin why
Why i stay alive
Why don't i die
Why will i be the one to survive

{verse}
Everyday i wake up
Knowin i'ma bake up
This is the moment my brain shakes up

I look down at my phone
See a few messages but i still feel alone
Each day i feel like i'm trapped at home

Everytime my anxiety kicks in
It makes goin out feel like a sin

I'm slowly losin grip of myself
Smokin these cigarettes killin my health
Knowin dope takes 90% of my wealth

Maybe i should quit, but it keeps me sane
No shit, it quietens the voices in my brain
My wrists used to be slit from the pain

Until i realised there's better then suicide
There were times i attempted to stop the ride
But i kept fightin because of my pride

{chorus}
They're always askin why
Why i stay alive
Why don't i die
Why will i be the one to survive

Every single battle i commence
Should i run away
I'm tellin you none of it makes sense
So can i say what i needa say

They're always askin why
Why i stay alive
Why don't i die
Why will i be the one to survive

{verse}
I found the right solution
Yet they never thanked me for my contribution
Since a young teen i've dealt with verbal pollution

Always thinkin i did them wrong
Always hopin they'd like each song
Either way if they do or don't, i'll chill and smoke up like cheech or chong

Idk if i can quit this outlet
I know starting was a regret
Just understand i already paid that debt

It helps me deal with each struggle
Helpin me think through the trouble

But ya know me

I step in & i step out
Tellin to many what my struggles about
Aahhhh man, i'ma burst my spout

I'ma lose control
I'm sick of livin on the doll
Reality ain't nothin like a park stroll

Its harder out here then you think
Strugglin with money coz addictions make the numbers shrink
If ya poor still don't sever the link

Seek rehab and regain your strength
Don't get stretched past an arms length

Dont allow yaself to crumble down
Be the one to seek a crown
Be the one to rise above a frown

Never fall to the ground
Allowing the haters to surround
Bring yaself up until ya paths been found

Never stop gunnin for the top
Never let yaself be the one to drop

Never fall to the bottom
Be the one that came back and got em

Always rise up to ya next lesson
Just understand that you are a blessin

Thats something i struggle to believe
All the time man even though i'm here spittin a rhyme

{outro}
Each day they're askin why
Why i stay alive
Why don't i die
Why will i be the one to survive

Every single battle i commence
Should i run away
I'm tellin you none of it makes sense
So can i say what i needa say

Everyday they're askin why
Why i stay alive
Why don't i die
Why will i be the one to survive