Alexander 23 - How To Drive

{Verse 1}
My grandparents, they're getting older
Some of my friends are getting sober
Oh, it's true that life goes on
But it sure leaves some things behind
I worked real hard, I made some money
It's not a joke, but it's still funny
How with every ounce of freedom comes a (?...)

{Chorus}
It feels like all my friends, they feel the same
The candlestick (?...) on every birthday
The train won't leave the station without a final destination
And I know I should shut up, еnjoy the ride
But nobody evеr taught me how to drive

{Verse 2}
And I've been heartbroken so badly
But now I'm scared of being happy
So when the butterflies show up
I make excuses up and hide
Like, work is busy, I'm feeling weird
My dog died this time last year

{Chorus}
It feels like all my friends, they feel the same
The candlestick (?...) on every birthday
The train won't leave the station without a final destination
And I know I should shut up, enjoy the ride
But nobody ever taught me how to drive

{Bridge}
I'm scared to death of my friends dying
And I'm insecure about actually trying
I've got so many things I wanna do that I get paralyzed and
End of wasting precious time
Of things that make me wanna die
I'm tired of living life in black and white

{Outro}
My grandparents, they're getting older
Wish they could tell me when it's all over
Did you and your friends feel the same way?
Did the candlestick (?...) on every birthday?
But the train, it left the station, was there a final destination?
Did you learn to just shut up and enjoy the ride?
Did you learn to keep it all between the lines?
Did anybody ever teach you how to drive?