88strait - Abditory

{Verse 1}
I don’t wanna find myself through the fog
You don’t need to fight yourself, fuck it all
I just fucking went through hell now I’m lost
I just wanna love myself through it all

{Chorus}
Baby I'm a fucking lost cause
Just 'cause, it’s not even my fault
You know I tried, I can’t fucking fight thoughts
So maybe it’s a bad time
I don’t wanna die now
Rip out my heart and fuck up my mind

{Verse 2}
Baby I know
I’m insecure and my flaws show
It’s quite alright if you let go
'Cause I'm not as perfect as I show
I got a feeling that the worst has yet to pass now
Spinning off the pack I'm in my room and boutta pass out
I know that you can only look at me and feel doubt
But baby let me show that you’re right, no need to speak now

{Chorus}
Baby I'm a fucking lost cause
Just 'cause, it’s not even my fault
You know I tried, I can’t fucking fight thoughts
So maybe it’s a bad time
I don’t wanna die now
Rip out my heart and fuck up my mind
Baby I'm a fucking lost cause
Just 'cause, it’s not even my fault
You know I tried, I can’t fucking fight thoughts
So maybe it’s a bad time
I don’t wanna die now
Rip out my heart and fuck up my mind

{Bridge}
Ohh, ohh
Ohh, ohh
Ohh, ohh
Ohh, ohh
Baby I tried to make it go away
Oh no

{Chorus}
Baby I'm a fucking lost cause
Just 'cause, it’s not even my fault
You know I tried, I can’t fucking fight thoughts
So maybe it’s a bad time
I don’t wanna die now
Rip out my heart and fuck up my mind