​sphere merchants - ​countdown

{Hook}
I've been countin' down 'til you tell me that this just isn't working
Got caught up in feelings, I convinced myself that you were perfect
Then you left me broken, abandoned, your heart up and deserted
Me now all that's left is a person desperate to not be hurtin'
I just copped some xans just to deal with the shit you put me through
Rejection always got me considering jumpin' off the roof
But I know I'd never jump cuz the feelings that I still have for you
Wouldn't wanna put you through that regardless of what you do

{Verse}
I know I'm unstable
No onе can handle me
Light a new candlе
Hang on the chandelier
Know it burns quick
Comin' from the same angle
Wish that I had your handle on things
Live in a fable
Heart on the table, we
Both are unable
To do this shit faithfully
Mind is so mangled
Think you were made for me
Wish I made plans for you to abandon me

{Hook}
I've been countin' down 'til you tell me that this just isn't working
Got caught up in feelings, I convinced myself that you were perfect
Then you left me broken, abandoned, your heart up and deserted
Me now all that's left is a person desperate to not be hurtin'
I just copped some xans just to deal with the shit you put me through
Rejection always got me considering jumpin' off the roof
But I know I'd never jump cuz the feelings that I still have for you
Wouldn't wanna put you through that regardless of what you do

{Outro}
Know it's not your fault
I know that it's mine
(?...)
Everything fucks me up
Every day, every night
When I take my (?...)
That's why I'm takin' all my time
That's why I'm takin' all my time
Takin' all these drugs
(?...)
I don't wanna fuck up