Andrea Pearson-Haas, Crescenda - Schizophrenia

Schizophrenia

It feels like my skin is starting to crawl
When I cannot handle it all
The world coming to an ending
I cannot control my surroundings
Better days within me
Schizophrenia descending

Won’t you come with me?
It hurts when I cannot sleep
Outspoken or pressured speech
My brain feels incomplete
Disorganized until I can barely speak
What splits my continuity
Brilliance in between
How far I will reach
Is sometimes in my dreams
Anti-social until I know you
It’s not often I can keep together the refinement of things
Schizophrenia appending

Won’t you come with me?
It hurts when I cannot sleep
Outspoken or pressured speech
My brain feels incomplete
Disorganized until I can barely speak
What splits my continuity
Brilliance in between

A reality I almost grasp
Lives within me between relapse
When I come to false conclusions
You become apart of my dellusions
It is with great confusion
Only in those moments my worth is disillusioned
Schizophrenia transcending