ERIK DOM - 1,000 PIECES OF BROKEN GLASS

{Verse}
A nigga really wanna end his life
And i been struggling for weeks just feel to alright
Somewhat content with everything that's been in my sight
Things getting dimmer lately drifting further from that light
But i'm cool tho
And yeah i'm still acting like a fool hoe
Tell me what the fuck you pack that tool fo'
Still misunderstood hoe
Guess that's why i dropped outta school tho
Suicidal thoughts went from minor straight to full blown
Can't blame you if you don't see shit the way i see it
I let it go and just keep being the way i'm being
Im dreaming
Things lose value and all it's meaning
I gotta watch my back cuz these niggas stay fuckin schemin
Im feelin isolated
Don't got no team an
Everything is bland
I can't find no fuckin reason
To get out of bed
Im stuck in my head
Pop two in my chest
Cuz as of lately i'd just rather be dead
And i ain't weak bitch
It's hard to make it through the weekend
It's pretty fucking sad seeing my old homies tweaking
And tell me why i feel like i ain't ever gonna make it
And why i got homies picturing my girl naked ?
I'm trippin
It's nothin but lessons while i been livin
I've got scars on my wrist but i keep that shit hidden
Ive faced it
This world just feels so fuckin tasteless
So if you wondering that's how my mutha fuckin days been
My day's spent
Wondering why i've stayed bent
I hate the fact that i can't even really change shit
I'm tainted
Feelin like my souls been taken
Ain't feelin happy lately
Why the fuck i gotta fake it ?
Life standards
Nah i can't meet em i can't stand it
And lately in my life i don't know what might happen
I'm trapped in
I hate that i'm so fucking stagnant
Look into my face a man that's shattered in a thousand fragments