​dooozii - ​insecurities

{intro}
I'm not okay
I'm crumbling
Please go away

{chorus}
I hate all of my features, i wish i could look different
I wish i could turn back time and maybe listen
To myself when i wasn't insecure
I wish i could learn how to make it work
But i can't
All this time i never knew my worth

{verse}
I look at myself and hate it all
Drowning in these lies, it's all my fault
You hate me, that's why i always feel so lost
Stranded in the ocean, i'm drowning within
Under my skin
I'm never right to begin with
I wanna break every mirror in my own house
And leave nothing but my feelings so i dwell upon my doubts
I don't know if i could ever love myself
Selfish
I could never help it
Always fear that you are telling
Me to let go, i'm jealous
You would push me down
And let me bleed first
I always get hurt
I always hate my face
So i'll cover it up
And tell myself that
One day i'll erase mistakes

{chorus}
I hate all of my features, i wish i could look different
I wish i could turn back time and maybe listen
To myself when i wasn't insecure
I wish i could learn how to make it work
But i can't (can't)
All this time i never knew my worth